When I was 17 years old I stood on the edge of a cliff, ready to plunge myself into the great unknown. I felt bruised and abused by life and had no hope for the future. To me there was no longer any point to staying alive.
Just as I stepped to the edge of life I heard the words, “What if” come from inside me. “What if everything they’ve ever told about everything, is a lie?”
That inner voice was enough to stop me from jumping and begin searching for another way out of my life.
My inner voice has been with me since I was a small child. It helped to explain things to me my parents either could not explain or didn’t want to bother trying. It helped me to escape several near molestations. It helped me know how to protect myself when I felt scared. As an adult it guided me in my career and relationship choices.
My mid-life awakening resulted from the 2008 financial collapse and the subsequent loss of everything I had worked so hard to create. Awakening experiences tend to align with painful life experiences. They bring us to our knees and cause us to look for answers.
One morning while standing in the kitchen I heard my inner voice again. “What if? What if they were right?”
Until that moment I had no idea those thoughts were still roaming around in my head. I hadn’t thought about God or religion in at least two decades. That those thoughts were still in my head after being gone from the cult for 25 years, shows how powerful childhood indoctrination can be.
I thought about what my inner voice had said to me and realized, it wasn’t religion that needed reconsideration. It was spirituality.
I began walking every morning around my neighborhood in search of answers. I kept asking myself, “How do I fix my life?” Then the answers started to come. My inner voice began speaking to me with such flow and clarity, it was as though a faucet had been turned on. I had notebooks everywhere and I wrote the messages my inner therapist (as I called it) gave to me.
Those messages changed my life and my entire perspective of my past, present and future.
One day I decided to copy all the notes in my notebooks onto my computer. As I did this I started to see a pattern emerge. It was never meant to become a book, but it became one. I realized that the messages which had helped me to repair my broken life, might also be able to help others mend their lives as well.
The messages in my notebooks became my book, Transcending Fear.
Later I realized the principles in Transcending Fear could become a program to help others navigate their own lives. And, my inner voice told me a time would come when the world would need this process in what would become known as, The Great Awakening.
The time has come. Masses of humanity, all across the globe, are experiencing an awakening.
Transcending Fear, and The Transcendence Process, can help anyone who is trying to repair their life in the present collective chaos. It is especially effective for those who have left religion and are in search of their own path. Here is the link to learn more and to register.
The next class starts on Monday, June 7th at 4:00 p.m. Pacific time.
If you are ready to transform your life out of fear of the unknown, and into love of life, this might be just the thing you’ve been looking for.
Until next time, Get Bold, Be Fearless and Live Free!
XO,
The Polygamist's Daughter 